I wish you understood...

Going on a ‘romantic date’ with someone I thought I would never go with.

Mount Faber Jewel Box.

Definitely a place for romantic dates as people watch the sun set etc.

Why did you ask me to go with you?

I’ll ask when we are there.

Going to watch Cirque with someone I never thought I would go with.

Was not expecting a reply from you.

And you even offered to treat my friend if you can’t make it.

If I asked you, you would say you want my company?

Is my company worth so much?

I do not understand why you would do these things with me.

I doubt you are interested in me.

And I know you know that I am wondering.

You say you can read me, and I can usually read people very well…

Except when its with regard to me.

All my insight disappears.

So why?

First listened to it on Glee.

And now I hear it every single day on the radio.

Still like it though.

Enjoy!

Insane decisions.

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Sorry for the recent outburst of Glee.

Happening because Season 3 is coming to a close, and Season 4 is confirmed but no one knows when it will start nor how will it go and what the hell will happen when everyone graduates.

I am also highly bored and really waiting for something more exciting to happen in my life.

Generally not in a fabulous mood because of various things and various people?

Summer seems to be less enjoyable this year. Considering how this is my second last summer, I feel a wee bit sad that I am not enjoying myself. Can barely remember the last time I was really happy.

Too many snarky comments leaping out from my mouth, too little patience with the people around me, too many things that I am putting off just because I can…

Might be my subconscious way of declaring war on ‘growing up’.

Retreating into my shell too. As though doing chores, going to work and watching Glee are the only important things in life. Turning down outing invitations, avoiding night life, closing off…

I need to get out of this state I am in.

Sigh.

If only I could make a weekend getaway or something.